- 21 female
- I am starting nursing in January with my boyfriend and can't be more excited!
- My dad has cancer- I talk about him a lot because I am his main caregiver and he is my best friend. Obviously it's a tough situation so expect some depressed entries (depressed but meaningful and insightful).
- We're moving; I talk about that a lot too.
- I love System of a Down, Evanescence, Korn, Within Temptation and most other rock.
- I am writing a novel. I don't talk about plot but I mention my progress every now and then.
- I play a little guitar.
- I write mostly about things that frustrate me and how I can justify why they happen.
- I draw and sometimes post pictures of my drawings.
- I post a lot of pictures.
- I comment a lot and enjoy getting comments as well.
- Popular subjects in my journal: dad, cancer, school, daily happenings, some photos, my boyfriend, my friends, annoying people, novel writing, depression, my pets, life, people.
I will add almost anyone. Either comment here or my friends only post. Tell me a little bit about yourself (age/gender/why you're adding me).
Bonjourno, mes amis! (Yes, I know, I mixed Spanish with French but oh well.)
I'm Elea, 19, and depressed, with undiagnosed anxiety and episodic depersonalization issues. Hurrah!
Music flows through my veins, so I always have a tune stuck in my head. Often one that hasn't been created yet. I love to sing, dance (though I don't know how ;D), and express myself in all sorts of artistic ways.. usually through playing piano or writing poetry.
Speaking of poetry, I love reading it as well. Well, I love reading in general. Anne Bishop is a goddess of writing and I hope to be half as good as her some day because - damn - her characters are so wonderfully developed.
Dunno what else to say, folks. Add? ♥
7:31 AM 11/11/09 ·
The reason you see the date there inside the post is cuz I don't have an internet connection at home and I like folks to know when I actually wrote something, whenever it is I get around to posting it.
I do this in all my journals.
This is my sex journal. Unlike most I've got my main one clearly mentioned on the profile, somewhere or other, cuz frankly I'm not embarrassed about this one and I don't see the need to hide I have a sex journal from people. However, most of this journal is friends only, with the exception of 8 posts for public display that I rarely change every few years.
I've had an active sex journal since 2004. Sadly, the sex life hasn't been so active the last couple years but I still post about sex and occasionally wax nostalgic about the numerous women I've boinked over the years.
Oh yeah, as the icon and 'boinked' may indicate, I'm fairly goofy. Hell a quick read of my profile displays a level of silliness that might surprise some for a sex journal. Also fairly evident in most of my posts.
I'm a black male, though most can't see it as I'm a bit of a mutt, local to the SF Bay Area. I'll be 39 November 24th. In decent shape and devestatingly cute. Not really expecting to make a hookup with anyone, everytime I meet someone promising online they live very FAR away, but I'm not generally opposed. This is a rough, off form, attempt at an add me post.
Oh, also I'm straight...for whatever that's worth. Non·mongamous too, which isn't the same as polyamorous no matter who tells you different.
Generally I post to this journal once a week, sometimes more.
Comment if you want to add me, either here or on my 'friends only' banner. If I don't add you back immediately give me a couple days.
Journals not written in English I generally won't add back as I can't read them. If you're profile is vague to blank and you've got no visible entries I probably won't add you back either, I like to get a sense of who I'm friending.
I don't post naked pics of myself and while I'm really cute...you don't need to see that unless you're wrapped around me. Rarely post much of any pics to this account either, though on occasion I will for those I am having ze sex with if they're cool with it.
I'm Mel and I'm looking for some buddies.
like love music, animals, art, photography, reading (good literature, poetry, interesting articles), ice cream, interior design
the human mind fascinates me
I guess I'm pretty lazy a lot of the time-- I'm working on it.
I'm single, so far I've had pretty bad luck with love but I don't plan on giving up, though I'm not actively searching for anyone. I'm incredibly picky when it comes to men (I'm straight), but when it comes to buddies I feel like I can befriend almost anyone.
travel, travel, travel, travel, travel, travel, travel, travel, travel, travel, travel, travel, travel, travel, travel, travel and moar travel. It's all I want to do ever. I've been moving around the world with my family since I was three years old. I cannot stay in the same place for too long or I go kind of crazy. The longest I've stayed living in one country is six years (and counting) and I can't wait to go elsewhere. I'm currently training to climb Mt. Kilimanjaro with my dad (Who's pretty much my hero), I'm hoping to make the climb in the last quarter of next year and if not, 1st quarter of 2011.
I don't usually rable this much.
At the moment my nails are orange.
i like french, wine, cigarettes, sex, photography, being in the nude, pervy fun stuff, foreign films, art
you can be my friend
because i want to be yours
this i not a porno ad by the way
It's been a long time since I've posted in a community like this, but after doing a massive friends cut I am finding myself in some need of fresh blood.
I am a college student who hates being home and loves school like there is no tomorrow due to the aforementioned loathing of my family. I'm quite a fucked up little mess, to put it gently. If you have trouble with any of the buzz words below, I would not suggest adding me as it would do no good for either of us:-SI, DID, cursing, excessive anger, drinking, BDSM, pot, vampirism, depression, bipolar, extremely low self esteem, skewed self-perception, morbidity
However, that being said, some
of the above are negotiable, as I rely heavily on filters. What this means, is if you are interested in adding me but hesitant due to one of the above then tell me so and I may be able to simply filter you out.In addition, do not add me if:
-you're narrow minded or bigoted
-you don't like the occasional random post (I post lyrics and/or music videos sometimes, as well as the infrequent meme)
-u tYpe lyKE dis (No, just NO. Proper grammar and punctuation, PLEASE.)
-you are easily triggered
-you're the bloody Happy Bunny incarnate (I will not be responsible for bringing you down)
-you want to make me your newest pity project
-you don't comment (I am looking for people that COMMENT and INTERACT, not lurkers)
If you are interested in adding me, you can check out my PROFILE HERE
. Please actually read it.
If you want to add me, please comment to my friends only entry HERE
. I don't guarantee I will see that you've added me unless you leave a comment so I know.
Brief run down on me:
35,female,married, stay at home mom to twin toddlers, Christian who struggles I think mostly b/c of my disorders.
Dx of Bipolar 2,OCD,BPD and PTSD(which I don't think I have)
Struggle with self harm.
In therapy with a new therapist.
Meds right now coming from GP as I don't have an appointment with Pdoc till June 30th.
Right now only on Klnopin and Seroquel.
My journal is friends only.
Mon, May. 25th, 2009, 02:40 pm
i live in the uk
i am lonely.
i hate my life. i have lost everything in it.
i let people walk all over me.
i hate who i am.
and it kills me that i cant change it.
i took this test. not sure if it means anything
Disorder | Rating
Schizotypal: Very High
Borderline: Very High
Avoidant: Very High
URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html
...no pressure though. I usually only post a couple times a week.2:36 AM 3/21/09 ·
I have two journals, a standard one and a sex one. Unlike most that do this sorta thing, I don't hide the fact that I have the two. Each other's account is listed on their profiles.
I am both EvilGrins
. In my main journal I tend to post multiple times a day 3 or 4 days a week if not more. In my sex journal (this one) I tend to only post once a week, occasionally twice, and usually only a single post on any given day.
If you're looking for porn, my sex journal is not for you. I rarely post pictures. Mostly it's sexual analysis of myself, going on about someone I've had sex with in the present or recalling the good old days where I was fucking almost more than I was eating...
...actually, somedays I only ate as needed so as not to take away from all the fucking.
More than a little bit a slut.
Don't get too excited, I'm male.
My account's been active since 03/13/2004 and I use the tag system. Went back and updated older entries after it was implemented just to be thorough.
Be advised, if you couldn't already tell, I'm all sorts of wonky.
I'm mad sometimes, not always.
Bipolar Disorder II with Rapid Cycling.
& Generalized Anxiety Disorder.
& Social anxiety.
I have a kid, and I'm engaged.
I'm terrified to work, and my brain has turned to mush, so no school.
I'm slightly mad right now... depressed, hypomanic, mixed? I don't know.
I am a cutter. I haven't cut since last summer.
Instead I punch and slap myself. It doesn't work as well.
I made a promise to my fiance.
I like all kinds of music, I like interesting people... people who post a lot.
I ramble too much.
My name is Shannon.